My doctor put me on Seroquel a few weeks ago. Yes, the EVIL Seroquel, that made me put on almost 75 pounds that I've never been able to lose since. I saw my doctor again on the 1st, and he increased my dose from 30mg to 300mg. I've been sleeping practically 18 hours a day since. Not fun, but it does make the days go by faster.
I found the lyrics of a song that really spoke to me. Here they are.
'I Dreamed a Dream'
From the musical Les Miserables.
I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high
And life woth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving.
Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used
And wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung
No wine untasted.
But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
As they turn your dream to shame.
And still
I dream he'll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms
We cannot weather...
I had a dream my life would be
So different form this hell I'm living
so different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed
The dream I dreamed.
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And I have a song for you as well. It's called Was wir alleine nicht schaffen. Here is the translation of the lyrics:
While others toil and
Nothing happens,
We are at the right time and right place, and
All is arranged.
I am thankful for that
Because every day with my brothers and sisters
I sense the true life.
What we cannot do alone,
We can accomplish together.
We need no kind of weapon;
Our weapon is called our mind.
What we cannot do alone,
We can accomplish together.
We need only be patient;
Then it will not last long.
The others can laugh,
No one laughs more than us.
What else shall they do?
We are knights with pink visors.
A life without you makes no sense,
No life, no sound
Then I would be blind.
What we cannot do alone,
We can accomplish together.
We need no kind of weapon;
Our weapon is called our mind.
What we cannot do alone,
We can accomplish together.
We need only be patient;
Then it will not last long.
It still lies before us...
Life lies before us...
Do you sense the vangaurd
Of the coming strength of the heart?
(Note that the last word has no exact English translation.)
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