2008/12/06
I need to get out of here. I need to get out of this flat and do something, anything. I don't have the money, and I've no place to go. I really feel like crap. If I had a razor blade, I'd be cutting myself now. Maybe I should go to the store and see if they have them. Xander's staying overnight with a friend, so he'd not see, and if I cut my stomach or thighs, the cuts wouldn't be visible. I can pick up some ice cream, too. Maybe I'll skip the razor blades and binge on ice cream. I don't know. I really don't know.
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Go for a walk. I realize that it sounds simple, but the immense power of getting out there in the sunlight, exercising, and letting the endorphins flow was one of the things that kept me going throughout my own days of darkness. It takes a while to fully accept that it works, but once you do, it can be your most valuable tool.
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