Sorry I've been away for a few days. I ran out of one of my medications, and I've really felt like crap. Yesterday morning I woke at 2 am, and didn't get back to sleep. I realised around 4 pm that I'd forgotten to take my medication the night before. I had the shakes for about a week, but it seems to have improved almost to the point of going away. Not quite gone, but much easier to deal with.

I have an appointment with a new doctor on Friday, so I'm holding out until then for a new prescription. I got really fed up with my old practice. I saw my last doctor a whole six months before she left for another hospital. Between her leaving and my therapist going elsewhere, I decided the time had come to switch. It turns out that my therapist moved to the hospital I'll be going to, and she's the t-doc I'll be seeing. (T-doc, if you couldn't tell, means therapist. P-doc is psychiatrist.)

The only problem I have is that my new p-doc is a man. I was told he's very nice, but I have a bad history of anxiety attacks when in a room with a man I don't know.

My boyfriend called me Friday night. We had a nice conversation. I just wish he had been able to talk longer.