I'm doing much better. I've only got one partner now, and I really like him. It feels like it might be going somewhere good. I'm not going to hold my breath, but it feels good, and I need that.

My therapist seems to have left the practice, so I am without a therapist. I really liked my T-doc, but she wasn't very good at keeping appointments. I wish she'd not left, though, because it means I'll have to train a new T-doc. I'll have to tell them everything that's happened, and I hate going over it all. It's not easy to talk about. At least my psychiatrist hasn't left.

Yesterday was Lammas. It's still Summer, and it's still hot, but there is a sense of Fall coming on. I didn't do anything special for it, which saddens me. How can I call myself a Pagan and Hedge Witch if I don't live my faith?

On the plus side, I've made a new friend. She's Pagan, too, and we really get along well. I think that's one of the reasons I am doing better.

Life is looking up. May it continue to do so!